The Reason Why

Day 3 of Blog
Weight-218
Diet Sodas-0
Cheats- No breakroom cookies for me Thank you very Much!
Gym- Session today with Evil Trainer Kim. I love her....but she is evil.
Mood- Resolved

As long as I am on this journey, and you my blog reader are there with me. I thought that I would list the the things I want to get out of this. I would say my goals, but I think that it is beyond that. I think it is more like I want to free this person inside me that is being held back by my weight issues and all of the baggage that comes with them. Sometime it helps just to think about what that person is like...
She is strong, exercise is fun for her. She eats the foods that make her feel the best and those are healthy foods. She stops eating when she is full. She is confident, she auditions for local theatre productions and wins lead roles. She is full of energy and full of life. She goes out with friends. She is able to have a healthy pregnancy and bounce back from it like a celeb. Even after she has a baby she has the energy to do the things that she loves. She is able to help people, especially the people she loves because she takes care of herself.

That is where I am heading. I plan on being that girl. If I look hard enough even now I can see her some where inside me. Even as I long to be that girl. I can't completely discount the girl I am now. after all she was the one who decided to change.